~Time Everlasting~
Around and around we all seem to travel..
Going in circles, some with
purpose, others rather irradically not knowing
where they will stop or start
again..
Always reaching what we think is the ultimate in our lives, but then
again,
finding it was only another peak to crest..
Moving on once again
to something new..something else the soul and heart
decided we needed to
thrive on, or with or even without...
Experiences in life, whether current
or past, seem to bring about a higher
or better understanding of more of our
life within..
What may we encounter today? Whom may we cross paths with,
that may bring
enlightnement, and who may bring some saddness that touches
that little
known place within?
Always moving, however, ever forward,
neverback, for to go back would mean
our stagnation of mind and torture of
soul..
Wanting to always gain that much needed, and so very deeply desired
goal in
order to thrive truly in happiness...
When may it come? Only
time will tell...
Time seems to be the only one constant, always revolving
our lives around
it, our very thoughts swim within it's very waves, trying
to break free, to
gain an upper hand, to steal a moment if only once...
Time. however, seems to mock our very efforts.
We just gain a taste, or
even a full cup of what we desire and then without
so much as a second tick
of notice, it is gone once again, as we are left
empty, or alone.
Then
we have to look back and see what we had, and what time was wasted to
attain
it, and now what? Where to turn? Where to go from here?
Nothing can ever
exactly replace something we had, but we can hope to come
close, or find
another level, perhaps higher than the one lost, to reach
and attain yet
again..but how much mor time must we go through to get it
again?
Is what
we had a waste of such precious a commodity? Or perhaps are we
looking much
to hard, or yearning far to deep for such in life?The pain of
desire always
there...
Throbbing and pulsing with an energy all it's own.
Piercing the
body to remind the soul of the hunger within.
Powerless to ease the pain,
unable to put off the ceaseless pounding.
The blood pressure rises with each
beat, moving the heart to race along as
fast as possible as if running from
some great thing; yet towards with a
velocity unmatched as the speed of
light.
Leaving behind in it's wake, the unfathomable aches that scream with
the
loudness of thunder, seemingly falling upon deaf ears as the rain
continues
to drown out the voice.
How many nights and days must pass
before the great longing disolves into
the nothingness that surrounds, and
becomes once a void to never return
from?
Determined to not allow such a
havoc to be wreaked upon this soul, for it
is far too obssessed with life
and the greatness of it all to fall prey to
such a disastrous and
unwarranted happening.
Written By: Moonslight