~Time Everlasting~

Around and around we all seem to travel..
Going in circles, some with purpose, others rather irradically not knowing
where they will stop or start again..
Always reaching what we think is the ultimate in our lives, but then again,
finding it was only another peak to crest..
Moving on once again to something new..something else the soul and heart
decided we needed to thrive on, or with or even without...
Experiences in life, whether current or past, seem to bring about a higher
or better understanding of more of our life within..
What may we encounter today? Whom may we cross paths with, that may bring
enlightnement, and who may bring some saddness that touches that little
known place within?
Always moving, however, ever forward, neverback, for to go back would mean
our stagnation of mind and torture of soul..
Wanting to always gain that much needed, and so very deeply desired goal in
order to thrive truly in happiness...
When may it come? Only time will tell...
Time seems to be the only one constant, always revolving our lives around
it, our very thoughts swim within it's very waves, trying to break free, to
gain an upper hand, to steal a moment if only once...
Time. however, seems to mock our very efforts.
We just gain a taste, or even a full cup of what we desire and then without
so much as a second tick of notice, it is gone once again, as we are left
empty, or alone.
Then we have to look back and see what we had, and what time was wasted to
attain it, and now what? Where to turn? Where to go from here?
Nothing can ever exactly replace something we had, but we can hope to come
close, or find another level, perhaps higher than the one lost, to reach
and attain yet again..but how much mor time must we go through to get it
again?
Is what we had a waste of such precious a commodity? Or perhaps are we
looking much to hard, or yearning far to deep for such in life?The pain of
desire always there...
Throbbing and pulsing with an energy all it's own.
Piercing the body to remind the soul of the hunger within.
Powerless to ease the pain, unable to put off the ceaseless pounding.
The blood pressure rises with each beat, moving the heart to race along as
fast as possible as if running from some great thing; yet towards with a
velocity unmatched as the speed of light.
Leaving behind in it's wake, the unfathomable aches that scream with the
loudness of thunder, seemingly falling upon deaf ears as the rain continues
to drown out the voice.
How many nights and days must pass before the great longing disolves into
the nothingness that surrounds, and becomes once a void to never return
from?
Determined to not allow such a havoc to be wreaked upon this soul, for it
is far too obssessed with life and the greatness of it all to fall prey to
such a disastrous and unwarranted happening.

Written By: Moonslight

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